Right now there's that kind of situation in my life when it seems that nothing is happening, but at the same time I could say that ground is being knocked out from under me. In more than one way.
Well, not exactly, but it either happens very slowly or it will definitely happen in the near future, and I need to prepare for this, or things will get bad very very fast.
Besides that feeling, my life right now is kinda empty (to the point of doomscrolling). I'll try to do something useful, but it's sure harder to do something useful the more you don't. It's like those 4chan threads about garbage-packed apartments. I think I understand how stuff like this happens now. The more you live with it, the more it becomes a significant part of your reality.
Anyway, it's not so bad for me now. I just do nothing at the moment because I kinda can afford that, and that's what plants some kind of anxiety in me. bleh.
I found out that listening to some good music helps a lot with motivation. Right now I'm listening to this for example. Maybe I should mention tommy. in the next music page update. That guy really slaps.
Have a good day everyone. I'll go watch some NHK.
